My mistress

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When I get into the deepest of depressions

I begin to ask the deepest of questions

Saturday nights in the deepest reflection

Seems like I’m stuck in my deepest inception

Questions in my head of reality and existence

Keep returning to me with the perfect persistence

I tried to keep em away by keeping my distance

Still no answer, so I bring em to my mistress

She answers my questions, and holds my head high

I embrace her mind as well as her inner thigh

She grabs hold of my back, with her wings I can fly

But no matter how high we get, we still can’t past the sky

And even when failure is sure to be shown

I’d rather fail to fly than to never have flown

I know they say to leave my mistress alone

But Id rather grow old with her then to never have grown

She floats my boat when others would sink

She opens my eyes when others would blink

She captivates my mind when others struggle to think

She leads me to the fountain when others struggle to drink

And even when hatred is sure to be there

I’d rather breathe through her heart than to breathe fresh air

I’d rather love her dearly then to pretend I care

I’d rather shine with her then to watch the glare

She shows me the darkness and what they hide from the light

She shows me the real truth, not what the masses deemed right

She showed me true vision when television polluted my sight

She gave me true confidence when I entered this fight

And even when my thoughts are nowhere around

I’d rather loose them with her than for them ever be found

I don’t care if my other friends aren’t down

I’d rather get high with her then to stay on the ground

College Kid @ Work pt1

Its like Ive been to the end of the world and back
No rails, so Ive gotten on and back off track
Trying to stay relevant while keeping my 4.0 intact
Always on my grind so no time to relax

Life of a college student
i know i aint been posting like i used to
so I'm finna hop back on it
right after i get outta class

Hold my hand tight enough and you can feel my heart beat, break my heart deep enough and you can feel my soul bleed

tears of joy preview

If you heard about my flow, ud know it was immaculate
Has anybody seen the beat, im sposed to be attackin it
And if you lookin for my swag you'll prolly b in back of it
The way she holdin my **** you'd think she was attatched to it
 run as hard as you can and you'll still be in back of me
Dean of the school, i run the students and the faculty
They listen to what i say lik im speakin off a balcony
A king in the game, when i arrive the haters bow for me
...................To be Continued

All the money in the word freestyle

A friend of my friend is a friend to me
and if you aint my friend your an enemy
So many ppl out here tryna read the end of me
But they can't finish da book, it's like it's incomplete
well ima future teller, so the end i c
ill tell you who i am, the HNIC
And if you mess wit my friends, the end you'll c
but its not A threat its like the present to be
But right now gurl you can just  ride wit me
Right past the stars, dats just how fly we be
Now they gettin jealous of just how high we be
and dats wut happens when you fly that high wit me
If Dreams are really real, and life is really fake
Lets take a trip into reality and see how long it takes

The Dream of Love

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If You are here and I am there then there can b no Us
If You are boat and I am plane then there should b no bUs
If He had not met Her then there would b no RUss
You hurt me once, i hurt you twice and now we have no trust
So time brings hurt, and clouds bring rain
The feelin goes away, and love brings pain
Well you bring hope, and I'll bring change
Memories fade away but the dream stays the same

Mind Moment 3

Do we live in a democracy or a Dictatorship of the Elite?